“If you can feel it, you can heal it,” -A yoga instructor said once. The numbness traps me in depression funks the most, feeling like I’ve been stuck in the void lately. I had a lucid dream about it last night and was battling intrusive thoughts till 1:30ish. Those pesky negatives. I journaled it first thing in the morning:
My first non-intentional and fourth time I’ve ever experienced a WILD, Wake-Induced Lucid Dream.
After a stressful day and too much caffeine, I had trouble sleeping. It was nearing 1:30 am. I was restless in bed, my mind racing with intrusive negative morbid thoughts.
Happy thoughts were turning into nightmares.
I physically shook myself to reset my mind and laid very still on my back as I blacked out my thoughts to complete emptiness.
I felt a jolt in the darkness, a magnetic pull that sucked me from my body. I felt an energy current that swept me into what I think was a wormhole.
A wormhole is a speculative structure linking disparate points in space-time and is basked on a particular solution of the Einstein field equations. A wormhole can be visualized as a tunnel with two ends at separate points in space-time.
My bed is on one end and my Dreamscape on the other. After being sucked from my bed, I am free-falling in a void. I feel a sense of relief and weightlessness with no stress or worries. I was a floating spirit orbe. It was a surrendering experience.
I made it to dreamland with lucidity. My surroundings were beautiful, anime-esque, and vibrant. Mountains, rivers and a forest.
I recall meeting up with friends, and we had to exorcise curses roaming around. IRL, I’m watching ‘Jujustu Kaisen’, and those curses are gnarly. Exact replicas.
I’m swept into the river current; I see a drop ahead and fly over a waterfall. Maintaining lucidity, I come across a black hole on the shore. I get excited, do a happy dance, perform a front flip, and jump in.
Another free-falling void, it’s different than the first; no pulling current, just the fall. I can feel the gravitation pull bringing me down. It felt heavier and denser. My body is flailing until I get into an X shape. I could feel my hair flowing back. I sigh “finally” and wake up.
Surprisingly well rested with little sleep 😌